Tantra massage begins with a ritual in a vertical position as an expression of respect towards the receiver and attunement to each other. You don't have to do anything at all; I will take care of everything. You simply follow awakening of your senses, your attention is sharpening and light waves are flowing through your body. At the moment you receive an embrace you find out that you stop thinking and only enjoy the feelings and touches. During the ritual you are taken off your sarong probably without even noticing it consciously.
Massage, massage and massage
You don't even notice and suddenly you are lying on a comfortable futon with your heart beating and feeling light as a feather. Then a massage relaxes you from tension and stress and through long moves and pleasant massage of head, feet and trapezes. Then a I use hot towels with essential oils to take you to a deep relaxation and intense body sensations. Sensitized body is later massaged with furs, feathers and soft objects so that excitement flows all through your body. The top of you sensual experience is an oil full body massage with hot oriental oil. Each part of the body is massaged so that is gets relaxed and is spoiled to the limits of tolerance. Within tantra massage ritual you enjoy also hot lava stones that give you a wild fire energy at the first chakra level and warm you up with a volcano heat from Hawaii. As you are lying down full of sensual feelings slow a moment you cannot bear more what is coming…
Very slowly I start to approach your intimate parts. You find out there is no shame and the only think you desire is to feel her or his sensitive hands. You knew beforehand that a part of tantra massage is also intimate massage of joni or lingam but you could never imagine what it will be like. Energy is flowing from your genitals up the spine to your head and you are starting to feel what tantra means. You begin to recall what you heard about breathing at the beginning and focus on using the awakened energy. Hands of the giver are all over you. It helps you breathe and get energy all through your body, and as you take another breath I leads you further on towards yourself. You are not thinking if you are completely devoted or open; the energy between two of us is almost material. There is no pressure or expectations. You slowly loose yourself in time and space and your body is full of energy that nurtures and heals you.
As you are lying down on the futon with your eyes fully open you let the whole experience sink in. I am here with you softly caressing you and leading the energy all over till it settles. You may need an embrace or hold your hand or talk about your experience. There is space for everything and everything is welcome. Then you can lie on your own to purify yourself. Hot water is flowing down your body and you are still wondering what really happened. But you feel fine and that's what matters.
After you put your clothes on back again you can invite me to listen to your experience, wishes, discoveries or questions.
You go back home to think about what you experienced in length…